I always keep my guard up so that I would never ever have to fucking suffer again. But I’m afraid that one day, it’s all going to come crashing down on me and I’m going to suffer even more.
I miss you, honestly. It’s hard to admit it because I know I shouldn’t. I really thought that If I just told my self that I didn’t care anymore I eventually wouldn’t. I realized that I was only trying to convince myself so that I would stop hurting and finally let go. But now, the memories are eating me up inside.
I’m not really proud of the person I’ve become.
My insecurities ruin me.
Ne-Yo - Mad (piano melody). Throwback.
I hit a car today. I was trying to turn in to park and i thought I could make it but apparently, I couldn’t…. I ended up leaving. Bad ass right here LOL
It’s funny how people only act all hard when they’re friends are around.
I’ll always be a kid at heart.
It’s nice knowing that at the end of the day, no matter how much bullshit you go through, there’s that one special person to make everything seem like it’s worth it.
I hate that I always run back to the past. It’s difficult letting go of the past because those are the moments that make me happy. But I can’t dwell on the past anymore. It won’t solve shit.
Life is either boring as fuck or stressful as hell.
I always wanted to be swept off my feet like in the movies. Like one day my one true love comes chasing after me and hoping that I fall in deeply in lov with him. And we’ll go on all the cute little dates like moon light walks on the beach and picnics on a sunny day. Eventually we’ll get married and he would ask for my father’s approval. And lastly, we’ll grow old together...
I seriously need to get my shit together.
LOL @ girls that pretend to be interested in...
My feelings came back out of no where.
Like this is you followed me for a year+.
I always have to talk to you first.
otherwise, we wouldnt talk at all.
I’ll probably get my engagement ring before Lebron gets a ring. LOL!
I could of died today. I had an allergic reaction and I didn’t even know it. I thought I was coughing because I was sick. Luckily, the nurse asked me if my chest feels tight and he quickly gave me a shot of epi. I was high off that shit though LOL! But shit, it made me feel like my heart was racing and it was coming out of my chest. Not the business. He told me if I would have went home I...
I’m just not cut out for relationships. I don’t want to get attached to anyone anymore. I hate starting over, it’s always a different person but the same shit. And it’s crazy because I keep thinking that this time around it’s going to be different but it’s not. From here on out, I’m going to keep my guard up.
It’s crazy how you meet someone and they instantly become important to you. You never really expected them to be a big part of your life, they just kind of do. With every conversation, the attraction just grows and eventually you develop feelings for them. And little by little, they start to get too comfortable. Things are never as great as they used to be.
Even if I don’t act like I’m insecure, I am. Shit, every girl is. I just hate how everyone thinks girls are always fishing for compliments just because we don’t think we’re cute.
It's so cute when people remember little things...
I’ma let you walk me,walk me, walk me out. ...
I hate girls. Stop fucking assuming I’m talking shit about you. You’re not that damn important bitch.
If you keep convincing yourself that you don’t care, you eventually don’t.
Lol @ the girls that don’t even watch the game but say they’re a lakers or bulls fan. All you know is Bryant and Rose, gtfo.
You know what I hate? When someone tells me they miss me but they don’t do shit about it. Like they don’t even bother trying to hang out or hit me up. Lol, you must really miss me.
Ways to tell someone they're depressing
Debbie downer Negative nancy Betty buzzkill Pessimistic Polly Lovesick lucy Sappy susie Party pooper patty Killjoy katie Melancholy Maria Down in the dumps Dylan Heartbroken Heather Whiny Wendy Frowning Fred Grumpy Gary Woke up on the wrong side of the bed Willy lol i just made up some more
When I was 7,
I wanted to marry Trunks from Dragonball Z. I wrote him a letter asking him to marry me and I told him that we were perfect for each other because he was only one year older than me. He never wrote back. Broke my heart. Asshole.
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“I’ve been single for the longest, no rush though, patience is a virtue.”
I have an obsession with city lights.
Remember when CWALKING was the shit? LOL
Sexy love (acoustic). Throwback.
Why do Russians like Vietnamese girls so much?
Because they’re SOVIET! HAHA get it? Like so viet? Akajslkmfalhyjk LOLLLLLLLL.
When I'm pissed, I'm a bitch.
I seriously need to get my shit together. I can’t balance my life out. I know better than to sit around and wait for everything to fall into place but I have no motivation, no drive. I mean, I do care about my life but not enough to actually make plans and do shit about it, ya know? Hm, fuck stress.
Never been the type to fall head over heels in love. Never really cared for long lasting relationships either. Always preferred the “chase” and the good company. That’s all I really enjoy now a days. No attachments what so ever.
You know what I hate? How everyone wants girls to be natural but yet the girls they think that are “beautiful” wear hella makeup.