December 2011
After a while,
you go through so much shit in your life that eventually you just stop caring about everyone and everything. You soon realize that nothing is worth the effort. There’s no motivation in you at all, no drive, nothing.
November 2011
I hate that I can’t tell the difference between flirting and playing around.
I always get my hopes up.
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You don’t see me the same no more.
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I hate getting flashbacks about people I don't...
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Its crazy how one person can fuck with your head...
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I need to get my shit together.
No more slacking and procrastinating. It’s time to work a little harder.
Sometimes, I miss you
but then I remember that you treated me like shit.
I miss you,
It’s hard to admit it. I don’t think i could ever tell you that, i have too much pride.
I kind of miss the people I drifted away from.
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Talking to you doesn’t feel the same anymore.
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Watchhypebeast twerk
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why i hate black friday
Long lines
finding cute things but not in your size
people trying to cut you
pushing
shoving
running on no sleep or barley any
feeling exhausted
cold as hell
being broke afterwards
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OMG BLACK FRIDAY TOMORROW
wait..
i’m broke
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It's cute when someone takes the time to remember...
thatskinnyasian asked: I love your personality :)
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I always hit you up first.
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It sucks when you think you’re over someone and then you see someone else and you get jealous as fuck.
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I’m jealous of people who have a good realationship with their parents.
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You don't miss me, you miss all the shit I did for...
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People who have the same music taste as you.
<3
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The motto remix.
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I never really got over you.
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Note to self: Never get too attached to anyone because attachments leads to expectations and expectations leads to disappointments.
I wish I had a better relationship with my parents.
Growing up was always hard for me because my parents and I wanted different things. I want more freedom and responsibly but my parents never really gave that to me. It’s just difficult living up to their high expectations all the time.
It's so fucking hard for me to develop feelings...
applying for colleges
-_________________-
fml
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Just know that if you walk out of my life, don’t fucking come back.
I got so used to you not being around anymore and all of a sudden, you’re trying to walk back into my life as if you never left in the first place. I can’t say I don’t miss you being around because I do but I just don’t need you anymore.
goals
graduate highschool
go to college
get a stable job
lose weight
make my parents proud of me
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I hate the feeling of missing someone.
Sad part is, even if you tried, you couldn’t stop missing them, you couldn’t stop thinking about them. You just can’t control how you feel and that fucking sucks.
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Update.
Mom isn’t as around as much anymore. Ever since the affair, she hasn’t been really there for me. She doesn’t even pick up when I call either. The only day I ever see her is on sundays but regardless, we do our own thing. I started to think about the consequences of me asking her about the affair. I’m assuming she would deny it right away but eventually, the truth...
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so chill.
Illest Bitch - Wale.
Because of you, i always think everyone is trying to fuck me over. I’m now self conscious of everything. I always feel like i’m being played or used. I just hate that feeling. I’m so picky of who to trust, it’s like i can’t trust anyone anymore. I don’t even want to give anyone a chance because i’m too damn scared. I’m so scared of being hurt.
Again.
Catching up with people who you've lost touch...
Love it.
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I’m a sucker for sweethearts.
I absolutely adore people with good hearts. It’s nice to know people like that still exist now a days.
There’s going to be a time where you get distant from people. And when you do, don’t try unless they do. Don’t even bother trying to put effort if they don’t put in the same amount of effort as you. If they don’t care, you shouldn’t either. If they want to be a part of your life, they will try to be. Trust.
Truth is, I’m the jealous type. I hardly ever show it though. I don’t like people knowing that I’m scared to lose them because it makes it that much easier for them to leave.
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All i ever really wanted to hear from my parents is “I’m proud of you.” It sucks knowing that they’re always disappointed in me. It makes me feel like i’m not good enough.
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I’ve lost the romantic side of me.
I don’t believe in falling in love is worth it. If you ask me, I think being in love is overrated. Chessy lines are overused and those random i love you/i miss you texts don’t seem to have an affect on me anymore. I don’t care for them. Falling asleep on the phone together, watching online movies together, going on cute little dates, they...
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note to self,
Stay focused and motivated. Manage your time wisely and be productive but don’t over do it. Don’t overwork your self and remember to smile and laugh more.
