November 2011
I push people away. It’s become a habit for me to try to distance myself with new people that try to come in my life. I really don’t need anymore people leaving, i already had enough of that.
October 2011
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Fuck stress.
family, school, friends, love, etc, all that shit is way too much.
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hold up, let me post all my goodmorning messages so i can look cool as fuck.
/sarcasm
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You never appreciate the shit I do for you.
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I’m really not as strong as everyone thinks.
I just put up a front so that people won’t think that I’m a weak individual.I constantly feel like I have to be strong because everyone expects me to be this “I don’t give a fuck” type of person. I don’t want anyone to think that i’m some insecure heartbroken girl that is depressed 24/7 because I’m not.
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you know what sucks?
when all your friends are in relationships and you’re just kind of there…
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Anonymous asked: r u bisexual
I've lost touch with a lot of people.
It’s whatever, life goes on.
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fat girls that think they're thick
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Places I've applied to
Mcdonalds
Forever 21
Target
Pacsun
Kroger ( 4x)
Froyolo
Tutti Frutti
Starbucks
Zumiez
Ingles
Footlocker
Places that called me back for an interview
brb crying
I have no motivation.
I don’t feel like doing anything anymore. I don’t care about anything or anyone for that matter. I don’t give a shit. I’m physically and emotionally drained.
I miss the old me.
I don’t think people would ever expect me to do the things I do now. I fucked up a lot when I was younger. I did a lot of shit I regret but I never got to the point where I am now. The stress has completely taken over me and I’m losing myself.
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I used to listen to this song all the time when I...
I really need to let go of the past.
I obviously dwell on the past too much. I just can’t sit here and keep reminiscing about memories. It kind of sucks to know that things aren’t the way they used to be anymore. Eventually, I have to accept the fact that things change, people change, and shit happens.
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Keeping in touch,
It’s not easy to try to keep in touch with all your friends. It’s like when you’re close to one person, you’re distant from another. And we tend to grow distant from our friends often. At one point, everyone gets “too busy” for each other and slowly starts to forget about people that’s always been there.
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I still get a little jealous, even if we aren’t...
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I'm not happy,
but then again, I don’t know what makes me happy anymore. Everything just seems too much now a days. Let’s just say i’m giving up on being happy. It’s only temporarily anyways.
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You know what really gets me?
When I talk to someone everyday and make them apart of my daily routine and then we end up losing touch. Unlike them, I can’t forget about everything so easily. It sucks because I really hate losing people that meant something to me.
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It’s always been hard for me to open up to people, I refuse to become dependent on another person other than myself. That’s why I go to other things, I didn’t think I’ll ever do the things i’m doing now. It’s kind of upsetting because I let myself fall into a state of depression where I let things take over me.
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Throwback.
Stevie Hoang - Addicted.
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I haven't been myself lately,
It’s like i’m not sad or depressed but i’m not exactly happy either. I’m just content, it’s been this way for a while now.
to do list
learn how to twerk like a black girl for homecoming
youtube ftw lol
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Just because I'm here for you all the time,...
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Close friends,
I used to always worry about losing touch with my so called “close” friends.I consistently tried to keep in touch with every single one of them because I hate losing people, it sucks. But here’s the thing, a friendship takes two. You can’t always be the one trying, you know? The other person has to put forth some effort too. You can’t always be the one hitting them up first to hang out and...
Growing up,
Honestly, that scares the shit out of me. Everything is happening so fast, it feels like my childhood is over. Everyone is growing up and moving onto new and better things and then there’s me. I’m kind of just there.
why the fuck is it so easy to blog out your feelings on tumblr but hard as fuck to open up to my close friends
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Fuck, the stress is really starting to get to me. There’s a lot of shit on my mind. I’m scared of where I’m going to end up. I want a good education and all that but I can’t balance everything out. I know how I am, I’m way too careless for my own good. I just hope that I don’t fuck up this time around.
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lol i'm being harassed
apparently, she is harrasing vanessa too lol wtf
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Parents
they bitch when you go out too much and they bitch when you stay home and you’re all on the computer/watching tv all day
either way we’re fucked
idgi
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I get a little jealous
when my best friends start getting close to someone that I know. To be honest, I’m just scared of being replaced with someone better.
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I can’t do this without you.
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"Girls that wear snapbacks, jordans, nikes and...
Might as well date a boy then ok.
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There's some people that I don't talk to anymore...
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what I wear to school
hoodies
sweats
no point of dressing up if there’s no one to impress lol.
Every person I get close to,
I end up losing them or I become distant with them. It’s like a cycle. I get close to a person then one day, we just stop talking. We lose touch until we just stop talking completely.
